; Never-ending reflections ,

finally.

2011-01-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

hey all.

im finally blogging.

haha.

yeap,

school starts tomorrow.

damn retarded.

our "fantasies" have ended. ):

i miss thailand.

i miss shopping.

i miss everything.

i miss everyone.

Anyway, 2011,

please be kind.

don't be a jerk like 2010.

lol.

i dont know what to say.

oh, i created a flavors page :D

its cute.

tyvm.

LOL

kthxbai.

안녕히 사랑 사랑 사랑,

it hurts to know.

2010-10-06T21:41:00.005+08:00

hi bloggy.

exams are over.

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

NOT.

i dont care how many freaking damn exams i take,

all im afraid of is the fucking RESULTS.

idc.

im gonna play till i forget everything.

here's a rough outline of tues and thurs (:

tues ;

after school,

came home and played comp.

LOL. that stupid comp addict in me.

no la.

had to wait till 2pm to meet alisongan at serangoon mrt.

dad offered to fetch me to the venue, thanks daddyyy (L).

so met alison there, trained down to hougang mall.

had pepperlunch for lunch and frolicks for desert (Y).

i feel so outdated man, now then i realised theres frolicks at hougang mall -.-

too long never go le.

eoy's fault >:l

yea, then we shopped around, then trained down to compass point.

but we didnt buy anything.

aim : GAN RINGGGG.

then just some irrelevant details.

then we bid goodbyes. booo.

wednesday (today) ;

came home after school,

wanted to play with twin but she said she was having cambodia briefing.

so i went home and watch youtube. YONGSEO and CNBLUE :D

then around evening, had dinner with alison and parents before we headed to tuition.

thats allllll.

tomorrow?

twin and i's day out.

SHOPPINGZXSZZXZ.

i cant wait.

okay glee time bye.

i dont know why;

2010-09-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

Hello bloggy.

I missed you.

but i was too lazy to even do anything to you.

But im gonna change your skin soon okay.

make you feel newer and refreshed. lol.

Having cough and flu. -.-

until now.

currently mugging for exams too.

I hate studying man.

especially when you know your future's bleak.

im so tired now.

mentally and physically.

i think im gonna nap.

bye.

screw life.

blue desire.

2010-08-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hey.

Havent been blogging for a LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG time.

So i guess i'll blog now.

Saturday ;

CNBLUE IN SINGAPORE !

but so what, i cant even go for their fansign and showcase. -.-

Proceeded with a slackey day.

TV and popcorn with parents.

Mostly YOG.

and computer ( YONGSEO ! )

Pre-dinner shopping at Hougang Mall.

Mum bought me a romper about 50dollars plus.

T^T, feel damn guilty now.

and annoyed.

Why didnt you tell me the romper was 50plus mummy ?

I wouldnt have wanted you to buy it for me.

Conclusion ?

Behind that strict mask is a soft and loving heart.

Dinner at some famous steamboat restaurant at JooChiat.

The food there is DAEBAK okay. :D

but damn costly. x.x . 90plus bill.

Sunday ;

Tuitioned in the morning,

then headed to granduncle's house.

Memories filled my head again, fucking nostalgic then.

Brought my laptop there to occupy myself, watching cnblue's showcase and fansign fancams, as grandaunt was playing mahjong and with the

kiddos from another family. -.-

then when it was lunch, we had a heartfelt talk.

nostalgiccccccccccccccccccccccccccc.

Idk why, but i feel like going to the cemetry again. :X

TODAY.

pwned school.

throat sickness.

fever.

insecurity illness ? maybe.

was really tired today. slept alot.

comped alot.

even though i was sick, i still nonetheless headed out for lunch.

and also to get a new pair of specs. (:

lol.

okay.

thats all.

and the battle begins yea ?

after today.

the battle with my insecurites.

goodbye, and yongseo is love. (L).

they ain't worth your tears.

so be strong and dont tear !

painfully.

2010-07-29T19:52:00.003+08:00

i havent been feeling very well lately.

well, emotionally.

heartaches a plenty.

Anyway,

feeling rather nostalgic.

missing the old days.

like seriously.

miss it badly sia.

talked to niki today about my troubles,

shirley too.

(: thanks for listening.

i felt much better after pouring everything out.

waiting for twin to go online.

why she not online ah.

oh well.

shall go do my work then.

i'm in such a bad mood that i dont want to blog.

bye.

do you understand how i feel ?

person 1,i can sense that you are starting to ignore me.

when we hang out, you guys are in your own world,

leaving me out in your topics.

and person two, why did you change ?

what happened to all the times we spent together ?

What happened to US ?

please save me god, please.

please.

without courage.

2010-07-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

heyyyy all.

finally, back from camp le.

camp was fun (:

surprisingly.. :x .

i was in group ten, aka, tentententen. LOL.

same group as kiahling from my class.

other people were like, aicardi, leedea, tamira,zoey, blah.

lol, i was just saying whoever that came up to my mind.

my instructor's called ~~Antson~~ Anson.

He quite blur de,

bygon became bible.

then he heard it as, "You used a BIBLE to kill an insect ? "

LOL.

but he's nice la, so its okay. (:

i managed to try out abseilling and rock climbing and searafting.

i didnt try the highelements. :l

i couldnt overcome my fear sia.

hais.

Most enjoyable thing of the camp ?

The campfire :D.

My group was super enthu during the campfire. hehe. ^^

We came up with a skit about how our friendship grew within the 3days in camp.

we even had a surprise thing for anson. lol.

we sang barney song for him -.- lol.

yea,

so thats camp.

for today,

its youth day holiday (:

went for movie with twin and clara ( she came last minute, lol.).

Watched Eclipse. (;

its okay la.

relatively nice, but i still prefer twilight and new moon.

After shopping,

had lunch with twin at yoshinoya,

the one at Causeway point.

at woodlands. -.-

wth.

far hor.

we basically wasted time there, hais...

yepp.

then we trained down to amkhub.

so this AWESOME bag, but i didnt buy it.

maybe the next time i go there, i'll buy it bahs.

hope it doesnt get sold out :X.

yepp.

then twin and i took pics.

shall post them tmr bahs. :X

lazy to take my phone usbconnector.

okay.

im tired.

bye. zz.

the worst thing is the lack of strength to stand up again.

last day.

2010-06-27T20:55:00.002+08:00

hey all.

omg, today is the last day of the hols.

what the fuck.

i love the hols, i mean who doesnt ?

no more shopping.

no more sleeping late.

no more waking up late.

no more excessive hours of computer.

no more kpop.

no more slacking.

what the fuck.

grahhh.

wth.

anyways, just a summary of what i bought.

i bought two wallets, one laptop cover, 2 clothes, one pair of shoes, a bag, a red watch.

spent alot right ? :X

but its over four weeks, so i guess its alright? :D.

i love my red watch the most la. (:

its seriously R-E-D.

twin made me red crazy, >:l.

lol.

oh yea,

changed blogskin.

how is it ? :X

hmm, i like my music player !

can you find it ? (:

hais.

everyone in the student population, grief with me now.

and enjoy your last two or more hours for some before the horror starts again.

bye.

you and i together,

it just feels so right.

prayer.

2010-06-04T12:27:00.002+08:00

hello world.

my blog is soooooooo dead.

lol.

anyways.

went out with twin and laobu on Wednesday.

well, twin and i shopped separately from mother, since we had different things to shop&buy,

which resulted in my being slightly guilty, because my mother was left alone to shop.

but my mum was like, " nvm la, cus we're shopping for different things, so nvm. "

then i asked her again and she was like, " EH, REALLY NVM, DUN BE SO LORSO OKAY !."

which left me to be like this = "."

yea.

so,

i bought like, a pair of shoes from Mitju,

and a bag.

yes,

i regretted buying the bag.

and im gonna get a new one.

luckily, my mum said that she likes the bag and she indirectly hints to me that she wants it.

so i guess, i will be able to buy a new one.

oh and twin is officially broke.

LOL.

Fret not la twin, i think your mother/grandfather will give you cash,

cus i remember the times where you would ask your granddad.

lol.

okay.

omg.

im damn fucked up over my bag still.

WTH.

WHY DID I MAKE SUCH A STUPID CBLJKNN DECISION TO BUY THAT BAGGGGGGGG.

>;l

gahhhhhhhh.

hais.

whats done is done.

next stop, 313@Summerset.

FOREVER 21, HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

bye.

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I´ll never find better, better than you.

wonderbang !

2010-05-10T18:08:00.002+08:00

b to the i to the bangbang !

Wonderbang is banging on my door baby.

was reading heedragon (gdragon and sohee) fics yesterday.

these two are definitely perfect for each other okay.

lol.

blogging about weekends.

saturday,

erm.

woke up at 10.00 am if im not wrong ?

watched tv with parents until like about 1230.

then all of us got dressed, and we hit the cinemas for Ip Man 2.

This movie is awesome okay.

Go watch it. :D Strongly recommended.

After movie, shopped at Bishan J8.

But apparently, nothing.

So we drove to AMK hub.

Bought myself a Hoodie-tee :DDDDDD.

And im loving it.

A shop for all trend lovers ; Punkstar.

then, we had dinner at a random coffee shop and then left for home.

sunday,

went to Giant supermarket. lol -.-

then yea.

followed parents around to buy groceries, boring much (zzz).

then headed to the shoes area.

Spotted this really nice pair of slippers from Instinct.

Even though its from GIANT SUPERMARKET,

i really liked the slipper.

its not that kind of auntyaunty type one okay.

its for youngsters.

cost : $16.90 i guess ?

so, yea i bought that.

and i (L) it like fuck.

round and round i went,

i still came back to you.

you smexy assholes. (:

bye.

take this sinkin' boat,

& point it home,

we've still got time.

Over ? Maybe not.

2010-05-07T15:40:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Yes,

CTs are finally over.

like thank god so fucking much.

I think im gonna do really badly for the ct2.

Im already thinking of what's gonna happen when i tell my parents my results.

GRAHHHHHHHHHHH.

I shall erase those thoughts now.

The results will be out in the following week,

so i guess i have like, what, 9.5 days before i "die" ?

So before i rip ( or maybe not the peace) ,

i shall chillax like a crazy woman.

I think i remembered telling twin that i would run around Singapore naked if im

EXTREMELY.

FUCKING.

GAGA.

GOOGOO.

happy.

lol. -.-

gah, dont wanna blog anymore.

gonna have dinner with family at hougang mall later.

Pepper lunch maybe ? (:

Yanyan might meet up with us there. :DD.

lol.

ciaoooo.

no, sad to say, i am still holding on to that grudge.

and i'll leave you to settle it, since you wanna start over.

insomnia.

2010-04-26T10:17:00.002+08:00

helloooo.
im finally blogging.

pwn-ed school today.
thats why im blogging on Monday, 10.18AM.
(:
Lol.
Lets talk about yesterday.

Yup,
yesterday was pretty much just slacking and studying day.
Apart from going to YumCha to eat lunch, everything was kinda sucky.
Ate at Yumcha as Daddy's Birthday Lunch.
The dimsum is awesome.
The sharksfinsoup is awesomee.
Everything is awesomeee.
Ooops.
Im doing an information brochure with my group on Stopping the killing on sharks,
and yet im eating Sharks Fin Soup.
lol.
how ironic -.-

Dad's birthday is on the 27th which is like, tomorrow ?!
And i havent got a gift for him yet.
LOL. -.-
Planning to ask mum to buy the footmassager thingy.

I dont feel like blogging anymore.
Im damn giddy now ~
lol.

KPOP IS MAKING ME CRAZY.
oops.
random much.
bye.

At the cold wind's touch
The sound of your laughter
And your eyes where I was mirrored
Come back to me.

Do you even know i missed you alot ?
I dont show it out,
but i do miss you.
So much.
I whiched i was part of that picture i saw in your blog.

please come back, memories.

Sick.

2010-04-18T12:05:00.001+08:00

Omg,
i mia so long liao.
yepp.

met twin yesterday.
just like the old, sweet times (:

er,
kena fever and cough and flu.
im feeling so much better now.
:D

Tomorrow got napfa test. -.-
Not sure if i can do it though.
Still a lil bit flu-ey. :X

stupid.
dont wana blog anymore.
stupid illnesses. -.-
Byeeee.

i don't give a damn anymore.

empty.

2010-04-02T15:10:00.002+08:00

hihelloyo.
im finally blogging.

woke up at 5AM today.
to go to the cemtery with relatives for religious stuff.
then came home at around 11, after eating with parents.
watched tv for an hour till 12, and i slept from 12 all the way to like,
3pm.
lol.

sibei tired.
anyways,
happy good friday (:

might be going to lunch with tis peeps.
oh, and rachel called me twice o.o
why ah ?
oh and sorry for not picking up your call.
lol.

okay,
im gone.
bye.

i will survive.
right ?

I forgot all about it, for awhile.

2010-03-18T15:19:00.002+08:00

Hellos (:

Had choir today from 9.45am to 12.15pm.
It was fun (: ,
like duh, Miss Paul's Choir practice always rock choir cca. :D
OH and guess what,
she's gonna be here for the thursday practices as well ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
YAY YAY YAY ! :D

After choir,
bused down with choirpal Melanie to J8 and Hougang Mall for Lunch.
She had Jollie Bean, I had DongDaeMun street snack and we had pepper lunch for Lunch ! :D
YAYNESS MUCH !
I love my lunch alot, especially when i ate my Beef Pepper Lunch.
:D
WITH CHEESE OKAY.
8D.

Yepp, intending to go out with twin tmr.
(:
okay, done blogging.
bye.

everyday i pray for a cure,
but are you listening to me, God ?

insecure.

2010-03-17T09:22:00.002+08:00

hi blog.
omg.
i havent been blogging for awhile.
just let me summarise what i've been doing on mon and tues.

Monday
-Homework day.
(haha, i only did math. :D )
-Slack day.
(videos, music, drama, kpop.)

Tuesday
-Relative Gathering. (Someone's death anniversary.)
(Played with Cousin most of th time.)
-Shopping.
(Went out with Tessa to AMK Hub, Ion Orchard and Plaza Singapura.)

Currently : another homework day and slack day.

okay,
im gone now.
Ps ; Twin's back !
Twin, imy like fuck kay. D:
Now that you're back, i have someone to talk to about everything. (: (Y)

okay,
done blogging.
bye.

i'm scared.
i pray everyday this would'nt happen, but it felt like it would soon.

day by day, im getting numb.

2010-03-08T15:55:00.003+08:00

helloooooooooooooo.

lol.

i have thereby remembered that minna wong owes me a favour :D

lol.

okay,

chillaxed with class clique today.

yea.

fun.

oh yea, bought a new watch :D.

yepp, guess that's all.

4 more days to TERM 1 SCH HOLS ! ;D

bye.

Lol.

oh my love,

don't lie, lie .

kill you.

2010-03-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

hello baby.

got a new wallet on Sunday btw. (:
here's it :
billabong wallet, black.

today had school.
then choir.
and neck dropped a paper on me -.-
wtf.
& yes, sad to say, i prefer choir on tuesday ONLY.
sorry if anyone from choir is reading this. :X

tomorrow's e-learning day ! :D
means : NO LESSONS / SCHOOL TMR !
yay yay yay !
going out with 2-4invi-clique peeps (minna, tessa, shanhui)
Hope minna decides to appear.
and shanhui too.
but by the looks of it, no bahs.
cus meeting up with Tim too. :X
just me and tessa.
lol.

okay.
im gonna eat seaweed.
SEAWEED PWNS K !
bye.

go to mfking hell la.

goodness me.

2010-03-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

god.
god.
god.
whywhywhy.

I know its not my mum's fault,
but why did you make her accidentally stain my mango white vest ! WTF.
ITS MANGO, LEH GOD.
ITS DAMN EX KAY.
AND ITS ONE OF MY FAV CLOTHES LA.
-'-
This is your fault God.
Luckily, mum is gonna buy me back the white vest.
HENG.
But this would not have happened ( money wasting ) if you didnt play tricks with my life.

And gosh.
Why did you create me,
as a MATH retard ?
like wtf.

gosh, so pissed now.
cant blog ler.
cause, im gonna throw the keyboard and crush it if i continue.
bye.

-'-

crazy.

2010-02-26T16:22:00.003+08:00

lol, today nothing much.
fun thing was this afternoon (:
lunch with 2-4clique.
(me, minna, kiahling, wanning.)
we ate at the maggiemee shop opposite sch.
then we talk and bitch and gossip and crap talked.
lol.

minna wong kept disturbing me during HCLafternoon class just now. -.-
hais.
i think the zuowen i wrote is gonna suck.
that it can suck balls and cb.
hais.

yay, tgif.
grats people, we made it through again.

off to youtube and kpop.
bye.

give and take.

breathe into your new skin baby.

2010-02-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings.
finally, i settled my new blogskin.
i love it kays.
its fantastic and awesome and blah. :D.

yepp.
today nothing much.
chilled together with the class i.clique today.
lol.
very fun.
Minna thinks she's the "Huang Shang" aka, Emperor.
LOL.
Then im the "nu cai", aka slave -.-
wtf minna.
lol.

okay,
end of post.
bye.
gaga.

stop making me insecure.

turn the world upside down.

2010-02-23T18:39:00.002+08:00

GO TO FUCKING HELL COMMON TEST.
Cause you've made me wail in the dark shadows of studying.
LOL.

Im finally blogging,
mia too long ler :X.
Yep, CT1 is over.
Conclusion ?
Time is too short, &
I didnt study enough.
Due to ?
-CCA still going on despite CT. -.-
who the heck made that rule man.
like hello ?
CCAs wont help us get far in society.
You educated oldies should know that. -.-
-Having CT between CNY and after CNY.
LIKE WTF.
How you expect us to study during CNY ?
We need to go visiting, and by the time we come back, its already too late. -.-
How to study ?

Please have proper and LOGICAL planning, educated oldies in PL.
We really have no time to study okay ?
Let alone CCA.

Okay, gonna catch up with Youtube and Drama.
Oh, and new blogskin is coming ! (:
Everything's gonna change :D.

gaga.

im just too full of hatred.

crushed.

2010-02-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

today is tiring.
everyday is tiring.
life is tiring.

went zoo for CIP today.
quite okay la.
the most fun part was lunch :D
Ate with a bunch of crazy people. :DD.
LOL.
yea.
then had crazy camwhorring and shots.

then i had to leave early to rush for issues.
now i just came home.
damn tiring sia.

not posting pics now.
damn fucking exhausted.
but i shld be changing bloskin bahs.

okays,
gone studying.
goodbye baby.

when life's crushing you,
you gotta crush it back harder.

maybe its time for miracles.

2010-01-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

hello (:
just came back from shopping at City Square Mall.
nothing much.

The past week was nothing much too.
Just that Aishah joined tuition (:
& TESSA SIM.
tried to ___ me. -.-
lol.

Twin,
Its obivious who im choosing(:

sian.
i really no mood blog sia.
considering of url change and skin change.
but i'll remain in blogger (:

okay,
byebye.

listen to my hearbeat.

tag replies !

2010-01-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

heylo !
here for today's tag replies !

Twin - LOL, wtf is up with Upin and Ipin ?! EH THEY ARE TWINS AND SO ARE WE ! LOL.
Laopo - Thanks for tagging LAOPO :D (L)
Freda - Thanks for the birthday greeting (: and tag too ! :D

okay,
gone doing work.
byeeeeeeeeeeee.

BOOMZ.

crumbled.

2010-01-20T17:01:00.002+08:00

BOOMZ.
lol.
i feel like changing blog url and skin.
:X
havent decide yet :X.

Anyways,
today nothing much.
Just that during conversational malay, dk who go and say its my birthday on Monday.
Then after that, Cikgu Siti taught the class how to sing birthday song in malay to me. hais.
lol.
So the whole class ended up singing..
I feel so embarrased man.
GAHHHHHH. :l
But nonetheless, thanks once again.
Got more birthday wishes in school, fb and tagboard again.
lol.
thanks guys ! (: (L)

OH YEA.
Then during malay, tessa said something which i feel it totally ROCKS.
She said,
''Why is Gdragon and TOP fighting for the girl in the MV? They're suppose to be fighting for
ME ! "
LOL.
Cus Tessa feels that she is ''married'' to Gdragon le, and she finds TOP hot.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY. (Y)
Finally, Big Bang Fans yo.
LOL.

okay,
gone doing stuff.
goodbye.

TAG REPLIES FOR 19 JAN

Twin - LOL, yeah la yeah la. LOL.

Maxine and SherieGan - THANKS ! :D

tumbled and fell.
you let me go at the most crucial moments when i thought you held me.

Happy Birthday to ME (:

2010-01-18T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hey Finzi,
You're another year older,
I hope that you'll be wiser, braver, healthier and happier.
I also hope that you will not repeat your mistakes that you made last year.
May all your wishes come true and remember,
Be strong !
FIGHTING !

From , the girl in the mirror. (:

LOL,
i wrote a birthday letter to myself.
roflmao.

Yupp,
today's officially my birthday.
Thanks for all the well wishes ( thru sms, msn, blogs, face to face, tagboard. )
I was quite shocked cause i didnt expect the greetings to be so many.
Thanks to people my bffs ( you guys know who you are) and other people from my class and outta class.
Im deeply touched (:

I'll post on the gifts, birthday dinner and cake tomorrow / the day after.
ok,
byeeeeeeeeeee.
:D.

i'll really be strong.

breather.

2010-01-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

boomz.
i fnally got to take a break.
had tuition, then lunched.
with tis peepo.
then twin bought a gift for me.
monday then i shall elaborate.

Shopped at Three Tampines Malls today.
then.
ate my birthday dinner with parents :D.
Damn nice.
Sharks Fin and Mongolia Flavoured Prawns FTW !
LOL.

'yaaawnnns.
bye.

boomdeyada.

soon, my heart's gonna be numb.

2010-01-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

gah.
tiredddddddd.
nothing much to blog about.
im kinda fucked up , over issues.
issues that only she can solve.
she's gonna call later. (:

okay,
go do stuff le.
bye world.

happiness, is just like me acting in musicals, infront of everyone.

short and quick.

2010-01-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

hey.
shit, i only got like what,
a few minutes to blog ?

lol.
anyway.
today as alright.
lunch was the most fun.
spent it with Twin, Shervon and Aishah. (:
Crap talked in the library.
Alot of dirty talk also.
LOL. :D
Fun ttm (:
and sth embarassing happened to me also :l
LOL. :X

okay.
that's all.
hope tomorrow's gonna be the ~~same than today~~ better than today.
bye world.

at least i know i've them.

preparation begins.

2010-01-12T20:19:00.003+08:00

Anneonghasaeyo.
LOL.
anyways.
Hello.

Went out with Twin today.
Didnt meet Maxine and Laopo, figured that by the time we go back to sengkang,
it will be like uber late.

We went to Bugis Junction, Tampines Mall, Tampines One, Century Square & EHub.
We took neoprints at Bugis Junction only.
LOL.
Then we trained to Ehub to have lunch.
Quite worth it.
I had Crispy Chicken Noodle,
while Twin had Spicy Ramen noodle with cheese.
Both the set meals comes with free flow of drinks and icecream. (:
But we didnt enjoy much of the free flow section, you'll find out why here later. :D
(Y).

Then we left Ehub,
cause there was nothing much.
Then we went to the three Tampines Shopping Places ( above stated. ) .
Bought nail polish (alice blue), which most prolly can be used for CNY ,
at Tampines MALL. from a shop called Elianto.
Then, bought a pair of shoes ( grey heels ) , from Mitju, @ Tampines ONE.
Damn nice la.
Im extremely satisfied with what i bought today ^^.
Twin also about the same thing as me,
just that she bought an extra colour of nail polish (:.

Oh yea,
also tried out frolicks (original smoothie).
Quite shiok (:

yepp.
then after that.
trained/bused home.
Reached home at about 5.40pm.

Okay.
Finished blogging.
Today really made me happy again (:
Oh yea, but one regret is that,
i did'nt get to meet Laopo, cus she still had school. ):
Anyw,
My Birthday presents and CNY are my current motivation now :D.
Maybe i should have a ''events column'' in my blog ...

being strong for the sake of them.
the journey continues.
bye dreamland.

im fallin, im fallin, fallin.

reward.

2010-01-12T08:09:00.002+08:00

HELLO.
imma blogging from home (:
'Cause of the excellent jobs done by the graduating peeps for o's ,
the whole school is closed today :D.
So there's no lessons today.

Omo.
Im so psycho.
Im blogging at 8.11 AM.
Im supposed to be sleeping,
but i woke up at 7 -.-
lol.

Later going out with Twin (:
Might go and stalk and find laopo and others :DDDDDDDDDDD.
heheheheh X).

ok.
im gone now.

not sure if i should buy ___ today.

treasure every opportunity.

headache !

2010-01-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

gah.
i hate headaches.
why the hell should this illness exist.

today slacked at home.
helped parents with spring cleaning,
cause chinese new year is here soon (:

Oh,
and new furni came in ler.
New Dressing table / drawer / jewellery chest ,
new telephone table and seat ( its joint together. )
& finally, dad's new working desk.
All damn fucking nice :DDDDD.

Another 8 more days to my birthday.
And Finzi ong is gonna be 14 years old.

bye world.

when will we ever meet ?

tiredtiredtired.

2010-01-08T16:27:00.002+08:00

Hey.
didnt blog for four days.
was very exhausted from school.
):
its like the earliest time i get to go back starting from next week is 3.10pm.
like wtf ?
whats the point of putting the releasing time at 1.25pm when like, i dont even get a 125 day ?
-.-

hais.
anyway.
this week is consider good and no good for me.
monday and tuesday, i was stressed and depressed.
its like no one scold me, i will just cry.
LOL.
but starting from wednesday onwards, i felt much better le (:
OH YEA, thanks for listening to me Laopo and Twin.
Especially Laopo, cus like idk why, i feel very comfortable with telling her everything.
Twin, its not that i purposely hide some things from you, its just that, Laopo and i are in the same position, so yea. (: Please understand.
OH YEA, WHEN THE FUCK CAN LAOPO'S COMP BE REPAIRED !? >:l

Today was fun.
I chilled with many peeps today.
Chilled with Shervon, ShiYu,DongEun,Sophia,Kaining.
Oh yea, and minna wong keep asking me go toilet with her and refill water. -.-
LOL.

YAY, theres tuition tomorrow (:
but got cca fair also -.-
7am must reach school. -.- WTF LA.
but nvm,i get to be released early. (:

haha.
gonna chill now.
bye cruel reality.
im off to la la land. (:
BYE.

thanks for everything dears. :D
you know who you both are. (:

last day.

2010-01-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

today's the last day of the hols.
im gonna write a letter to MrHolidays.
LOL.

Dear Mr Holidays,

Thanks for making my extremely happy with the time you'd give me.
Except for the fact that you'll bring along your curse of holiday homework. >:l
You'd given me time to netsurf : fall in love with kpop and my idols and dramas ;
You'd given me time to shop : and fall in love with clothes and shoes and all the girlsblahhs.
You'd given me time to be more close to certain people i love ! :D
So, thanks alot for all these precious memories.
See you in March :D !

Love,
Fin.

LOL.
I did that cus i had nothing to blog about.
LJ, tomorrow's the first day of Sec Two.
):
hais.
eh but heng :D
Tomorrow come home at 1325.
LOL.
still can netsurf XD !

ok.
bye.
i needa feed my addictions.
(:

you'll come back, when they call you,
no need to say goodbye.

new year's day.

2010-01-01T20:19:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Today's New Year's day.

For 2010's new year,

my parents and i were totally slacky.

LOL.

yeah.

we were like tv marathon and computer marathon today.

lols.

Actually, main reason is also because my knee damn pain,

can't walk properly.

And since my parents are slacky,

we didnt go out today.

tomorrow then we shall shop and play bahs.
LOL.

ALERT !

Another new addiction added = 2PM !

Mainly, NICKHUN of 2PM ;D !

You can actually notice this addiction from the change of song on my playlist. (:

He's a ThaiChinese who's 21 in korean band 2pm. :D.
So cute. :DDDDD

hehe.

shall ''feed'' my addiction now.

bye.

oh no, im starting again.

Last day of 2009 !

2009-12-31T15:45:00.006+08:00

GAHH.
Today is the last day of 2009.
So FASTTTTTTTTTTTT.

Im happy,
cus according to the fortuneteller, this year is good for me.
LOL.
In terms of studies.
(Y).
Cus next year there's streaming.
So it might be a help to me to get into a better class in Sec Three !
And with TWIN ;D.
Then overall,
for my chinese horoscope, its gonna be a good year too ! :D.
For all aspects of my life. (:

Im also sad,
because streaming is gonna make me uber stressed.
My time for netsurfing is gonna be shortened.
(N) boo la.

Overall,
the rating for year 2009 is 2.5 stars outta 5.
Th rating is in the middle yea.
Good thing for 2009 is that i met shervon, ally, laopo, maxine and mildred. :D.
Bad thing is, 2009 has full of notorious ~~and ugly~~teachers, and school sucks. :X

Oh, and my dear SMEXY BLOG,
You're 1 year old ! :D

Okay then.
Gonna zao ler.
lols.
My next post will be tomorrow,
which is 1st January, 2010 ! :D
Here's my early greetings for new year ! :D

Happy New Year for year...

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i so wont miss you.

Smexy.

2009-12-30T11:24:00.002+08:00

Hey smexy.
im finally blogging.
lol.

Yesterday,
went out with Twin to shop at various places.
Its like we didnt have any mood to shop, cus school gonna reopen soon ):
hais.

Then we bought each other christmas gifts.
yea.
she got the stupidfrogtrolley thing.
LOL.
I got a mini slingbag.

Then after shoppping,
went to Snow White Salon to cut hair.
LOL.
Had a new hairdo. :D
And imma satisfied with it ;D.
Twin too.

After the haircut,
i went home and showered.
Prepared to go temple.
yea.

Ate dinner with dad at Bishan.
Laobu say she go there herself, and she's eating there too.
so yea.
So i told my dad,
i go up slightly later today.
Then very ''lucky'' in a way.
Met Crush Y at the lift area.
I have no idea why he attracts me.
After all, he's married. :l
And the age gap is hugo. :X
I was kinda shocked.
lol.
then we talked.
He asked me about my sch, my cca , blah.
lol.

okay,
shall stop here.
Its just that Y 's making me think of him more and more. ):
gah.
shall shut my trap now.
bye. (:

refreshing those memories again.

Merry Christmas ! :D

2009-12-25T20:43:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas !

Start off with this simple wishing first. (:

Yeap,
today's Christmas (:
Hmm,
I still don't know what i want for christmas.
So my parents and other peeps havent buy for me yet :l
But who cares ~
Sooner or later, i'd still get those presents :P.

Today,
went to Lorenzo Furni Shop.
To shop for sofa and wardrobe.
Twin too ^^ (:
In the end, only got a sofa. ):
100% Leather from ITALY :DD !
No wardrobe, cus all there not our type :X

The salesguy FREAKING CUTE LA !
He's Chindian.
-.-, nt ** Twin.
SO CUTE la !
He's called David (:
He can speak Chinese and some dialect k !
LOL.

Yeap.
Then later we headed to some random coffee shop and dine.
Hais,
why no good food for Christmas ? ):
Parents say, Christmas only mah, also not any special day.
-.-
HELLOOOOO.
Christmas, is , well, CHRISTMAS !
hais.
forget it.
At least the food's good. (:
I ate Crispy noodle ;D !

Okay,
tmr got tuition. (:

Im feeling so random man.
hais.
bye. (L)

thanks, god.
for letting me taste revenge.

Tag replies

Twin - TYVM :D (L), you too ! ;D

Abigail - REALLY !? LOL, good luck then ! Merry Christmas too (: ty for tag !

Maddy - Im fine (: Merry Christmas to you too ! (: ty for tag too ! ;D

avatar baby ! :D

2009-12-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

YO !
:X
So hyper.

As i mentioned ytd,
gonna watch Avatar and shop with twin today.
so yepp.
One word for Avatar = FANTABULOUS ! ;DDDDDDD.
ITS SO NICE OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
But why must that fighterpilot girl die >:l / D: !
So boomz.
:X
Im addicted to the word boomx. -.-
lol.
hais.

Hopefully somewhere next week gonna go www.
with twin and two other peeps.
yea.
(:
(Y)
But the two peeps not confirmed who yet.
boo. (N).

sian.
(N).
bye.

fanfic is th LOVE !

2009-12-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

yo.
happy 140th post.
lol.
random much.

after coming back from japan,
i miss japan still ! ):
i've been feeling damn tired.
):

Im so siao about FANFICTIONS !
again. -.-
lols.
Especially this particular fanfic,
called ''My Husband Doesn't Love Me'' .
Starring :D ,
TOP (L) , GDRAGON (L) and Yoobin (L).
damn addictive la the storyline.
twisting here and there.
shiok ttm !

i think im gonna start mine again.
yes, im gonna be smart.
and TYPE IT OUT.
its gonna be a really nice one.
inspired through the drama Iris. (:

tomorrow gonna go out with twin,
mainly to watch Avatar.
Also gna shop.
(:

okie, thats all.
i feel like shitting now.
LOL. :X
bye.

they're gonna set th' roof on fire.
cus they're freakin hot. <3

IM BACK ;D

2009-12-19T15:55:00.003+08:00

heyyo !
peeeps.
im back (:
From JAPAN :D

I love Japan la.
Everything is good there - service, environment, food, fashion.
(Y)(Y)(Y).

damn shitted.
my music player. -.-
hais.
needa change to video one.
hais.

Will try to post my holiday trip video or pics here some time this week.

Im gonna do my stuff now.
Tuition's fun today (:
bye.

a whole new world.

Tag replies.
Twin - TWIN ! SAME, IMY LOTS ! (L)(L) THANKS FOR TAG ! ;D
Laopo - LAOPO ! IMY TOO ! Thanks for taggy :D !

mia post.

2009-12-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

hellos.
today nothing.
just slacked.
main point is.
im gonna.

MIA.

I hereby proclaim my blog dead till 20th December.
till then,
take care people.

IM OFF TO JAPAN ~

Jayson/Laopo will take care of the blog.
so that blog won't be bullied. :D.
LOL.
byebye peeeps.

im gonna miss you.

blogger, you better please me.

2009-12-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

hello.
today slacked at home.
lols.
haha.

watched Big Bang shows and the drama Iris.
Oh yea, and fb-chat with Alisha (:
LOLS.
there's a particular scene where Gdragon kissed Top.
LOL.
Cus GDragon is suppose to be dreaming.
then he's like dreaming of the girl he's kissing.
then the ''girl'' in reality is Top.
LOL.
Shanhui would love this man.
i bet.

Then, in the drama Iris.
Lee ByungHyun was like telling the tourist to get outta the bus.
then they were like huh/wtf/??/-.-/o.o kinda attitude.
then he flashed out his gun.
and they were like.
AHHHHHHHHHH, AHHHHH AHH.
LOL.
so gay.
:X

k, thats all.
byebye.

PS ; i feel like changing to onsugar.
kinda sick of blogger le.
i even created my onsugar site le :X.

being killed by you is a lucky thing to me.

hey.

2009-12-08T21:49:00.003+08:00

oh god.
im so tired. ):

ok.
point form people.

went to library with twin to return storybooks @ Bishan.
shopped at Hougang Mall.
shopped at Compass Point. (Bought new bag ;D )
Accompanied Twin for a haircut at a salon at Kovan.
Went to her house for lunch, playing and slacking.
Homed.

Yepps,

that's about it.

OMG. -'-

STOP PISSING ME OFF LA BLOGGER.

THE PARAGRAPHING AGAIN.

One more fucking time, & I'm gonna change to onsugar. -.-

WTF LA. -.-

bye people.

dont wanna get pissed anymore. -.-

i really want to, please let me use it man.

injured finger.

2009-12-07T11:32:00.002+08:00

i injured my finger.
and idk how.
lols.
guess which finger ? ;D.
hint : the chatroom sign is -'-
LOL.
im not kidding.
lols.

sian.
idk why i dont feel like posting the pictures taken ytd.
just finished watching Autumn's Concerto Episode 10 ;D
ITS SERIOUSLY GETTING NICER AND NICER.
If i had a son like XiaoLe, i think i would really be blessed okay.

Okays,
now gonna kpop. (:
byeeeeeeeeee.

he did it just to make her happy.

uber sleepy ):

2009-12-06T19:32:00.007+08:00

today sibei tired.

dk why.

Returned from Wedding Lunch 1h ago.

Food was not bad.

The place was somewhere at the hilltop de.

lols.

Then headed to some nature reserve nearby,

cus its at a hilly area.

cus dad wanted to go for fun.

took some pics.

tomorrow then i post.

okays,

bye. <3

gone big-banging !

LOL.

PS ; WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER.

CANNOT HAVE PARAGRAPHING ONE. -.-

WonderBang /Kara501 is th love.

VICK (L)

2009-12-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

Vick,

you're the hottest killer ever.

I will never haunt you if you kill me.

(L).

Vick, MANSEH ! ;DDD.

aka, T.O.P of Big Bang (:

o.o, blogging with this middle alignment.

fuck.

now the gap for each space is so big. -.-

yea,

today shopped at Compass Point at the evening.

Afternoon nothing much, just had lunch with Twin and Parents.

Yea,

its kinda boring.

bye, blog.

(L)

kiss.

:O

2009-12-02T18:39:00.003+08:00

;O

Imagine if you're in a Mrt train.
Someone is sleeping.
She doesn't know that her mouth was open.
Causing the image to be like what you see above.
LOL.

Yeas.
Went to Bugis Junction&Street, Iluma@Bugis and City Square Shopping Mall, with twin.
Will upload the pic tmr. (:
Bought a bag at Bugis Street.
Since City Square Shopping Mall is new,
the shops weren't really all ready yet.
But i managed to buy a comb.
LOL.
so random, buy comb.
However, did you know that it's Sg's first ECO Mall ?
Wow.

Lunched at a restaurant in Iluma@Bugis.
I forgot what's the name le.
But i will never forget NOT to go there again.
ex ttm :X
but expected las. ):

yeaps.
then we tired le.
in th end.
after much '' discussion ''
went to Eat Shredded Snow Ice at Cosmos@Heartland Mall.
it was niceee. (:

Finally,
headed home after crap talking.
yeas.
thats prolly about it.
some stuff i dont wanna say.
so yea.
bye.
(L)

Tag replies
Twin - Tyvm. (L)

Laopo - TYVM ;D (L) Laopo.

Tessa - NO LA ! He's a lil kiddo (: haha, thanks for th tag anyways ;D.

don't lose your faith,
i told the person in the mirror that.

Boo.

2009-11-30T20:08:00.002+08:00

Boo.
omg.
Autumn's Concerto is getting NICER AND NICER.
AND XIAO LE IS FUCKING CUTE ~
GUANG XI , FASTER REMEMBER MUCHENG ! ;D.
But the sad fact that Xiao Le has First Type Diabetes,
and that GuangXi is engaged to YiQian saddens me.
damn. ):

today did literature only.
LOL.
486 / 468 words for one question manx.
lol.

hope this friday can meet LAOPO :D.
hehe.
just got my $50 from laobu ( her 4D cash. )
gonna use it to buy bag from Bugis Street / Farrer Park Shopping.
gonna go with TWIN :D to hunt for it.
Budget : $25<.
lols.
pray hard hard that there's a desired bag of mine that is this price.

sians.
guess i'll be netsurfing and homeworking now.
byebye.
<3

deception.

painted.

2009-11-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

(Y)
today i painted my nails.
like finally.
chocolate brown and black (Y) (L) .
should i paint my toenails ?
havent decided though.

Just came back from J8.
Bought a pair of shoes.
Mummy too.
And two pairs of shorts. (:
FINALLY.
No more stress on shorts.

Now I'll just focus on bag.
& perhaps, SS501 album ?
LOL.
idk la.

kinda sleepy now. ):
YAY.
TOMORROW GOT THE NEW AUTUMN'S CONCERTO EPISODE !
WOOOOO.
XiaoLe ROCKS ! ;DDD.
ok.
bye.
lols.

endless.

rip.

2009-11-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

hey.
thanks for all the times we shared.
now that you're gone,
i can only think of what's gonna become of.
my.
hair.
RIP, COMB !
Sorry for being careless and losing you (N) D:

LOL.
I lost my comb at the Singapore Expo today.
Went for some sale with my parents.
Parents wanted to get me a pair of shoes, but in the end,
they couldn't cus the queue was FUCKING long.
But anyway, thanks m&d ! for wanting to lemme buy it (:

Then later,
headed to Marine Parade.
Window shopped mostly, cause we kinda had no mood.
So in the end, i bought Skin Food's nail polish,
and mum bought honey lip rougue.
Dad = nth.
lols.

Oh yeas,
and tuition.
nothing special today.
No maxine and sheep ):
But the good thing is,
MISS GOH COMING BACK NEXT WEEK ;D !
Praise god. (:

Okays,
tired.
bye.
(:

TAG replies !

Twin - tyvm ;D (L).

Phoebe - LOL, oh no ! :X Thanks for tag ;D

Deanna - okays. (:

Delia - LOL, thanks !

going up and down.

waiting.

2009-11-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

im waiting for alot of things.
lols.

1. For twin and i to finish my hw asap.
- Twin's banned at home for like 2 FUCKING LONG WEEKS. -.-
She don't finish, cannot go out. -'- fuck.

2.For Laopo to come back from Malaysia !
- We intend to go out next week or sth, cus she come back on saturday !

3.To meet Shuyin
- I've rejected her BBQ tonight and her shopping trip with her next Tuesday.
I dont feel good about that.

4. For the DAMN MOTHERFUCKING Episode 9 of Autumn's Concerto.
- The storyline damn addictive.

5.For my ears to recover.
- Its blocked and im hearing stuff that are different when people talk.

6. OH YA ! GAN OUTING !
- LOLS, last minute remember.

See.
So many fucking things. -.-
so lanjiao la.
damndamndamndamn.
Don't lose your faith.
That's what i need to keep in mind.
If i want to do something, my faith must keep myself sustaining to press on.
LOL,
i sound like a guaikia, & somewhat serious.
ok.
done blogging.
bye.
GUANGXI & MUCHEN IS TH LOVEEEEEEEEEE (L)(Y).

i wanna r_____.
i already dont care if ____ is my ______ already.

i love,

2009-11-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

gosh.
autumn's concerto is FANTABULOUS.
even the songs are freaking great.
added them in lers.
The lyrics in this song, I Love Him.
is meaningful to me.
Here's an abstract ( translated ).

''I love him drastically and the most crazily,
My dreams are badly shattered, yet unforgotten,
I used to believe that tomorrow is the future with him,
No matter how heartbreaking it is, i refuse to wake up ;

I love him till the relationship is fallen-like with no hope,
My heart is deeply hurt, but i will not forget,
Both of us don't belong here anymore,
This was the first Heaven for me, and yet, also the final Wasteland.''

Lols, i love it yeah.
its the first song on the playlist.

Currently talking on MSN with Phoebe and my new friend, Shuyin.
lols.
yea.
so, i go ler.
byebye.
Hope insomnia wont come finding me tonight. :l
And homework wont drive me mad. -.-

have i ever belonged here ?

autumn's concerto.

2009-11-24T10:18:00.002+08:00

hey.
caught this really hot drama.
called Autumn's Concerto.
SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
The female lead is really damn nice to the male lead with brain tumour.
But the stupid mother, ask the girl leave the guy. -'-
hais.
but in the end they live happily ever after, according to her ending song clip.
they have this really cute son. (L)

insomnia is killing me.
slowly.
slept at 12plus last night.
woke up at like, 8.20am today.
felt like i didnt even sleep a wink at all.

and fuck,
im trapped at home -.-
forced to finish all my homework.
damn holiday homework.

i shall drown myself in dramas, videos and homework.
and hopefully, potato chips. MUHAHA. ;D.
bye.

here i go again.

am i thinking too much ?

2009-11-22T20:13:00.003+08:00

hey(:
blogging about sat and sun (:

Saturday
Had injection in the morning.
pain ttm ):
Then followed by Tuition.
FUNFUNFUN :D.
After tuition, ate lunch with twin.
Rachel asked twin to buy 5 cans of green tea for her O:
Green-Tea-Lover lors.
lols.

Then attented wedding.
Quite boring though :l,
cause i didnt get to sit with my fav aunt D:.
instead some boring people.
My relative's bf looks like a BEAVER.
A haolian one.
NONO, not the cute beaver in Narnia.
Ugly ones.
eye sibei small. :X
He kept crapping about his ''adventures'' overseas.
So what if you tell us you go so many countries ?
You go there be what?
Road sweeper ?
Only sweep rubbish and eat rubbish.
LOL,
point is, idc what dumb stories you tell me overseas.
I just know that you're an arrogant beaver (:

Then blahblahblah,
all the usual stuff you do at weddings.
OHYEA.
There's this really hot waiter :DD. :l
then he's the first one to serve me.
he laid the napkin for me.
& he didnt do it for my mother.
LOLS.
Then he asked me what drink i wanted besides tea.

Then yea,
he start serving food lers.
THEN.
Suddenly my mother told me this Cantonese word which i didnt know.
Then, at the moment, he was also serving a duck dish.
Then, at the same time, i said, I don't know what's that eh. (The Cantonese Word)
LOL,
then the cute waiter replied,
''Duck.''
LOL.
Get it ?
He thought i didnt know whats that on my plate.
LOLS.

Yeah,
then blahblah,
wedding ended.
homed (:
at 11.30pm -.-
Slept at 1amplus.

Sunday
Woke up at 10.30am.
Then had breakfast nearby,
and went to Tampines Mall/Century Square.
Bought a top.
Then my dad suddenly sibei kind.
want to buy the pencil case for me.
the bangheadhere one.
but i guai ^^.
i said,
later on then buy,
cause my current pencil case not that spoilt.
LOLS.
Then snacked at some place.
then homed.

That's all.
bye.
don't lose your faith.
:D

just you wait and see.
you arrogant beaver, i'll be better than you.

fuck la.

2009-11-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

hey,
this post is dedicated to you.
Yes, you,
dont look around you motherfucking bitch.

i already told you,
its something wrong with the bloody software.
not my skills.
i did what the pros would do.
its not that i cant do ler.
and you still scold me ?
why can't you be more like DAD ?
Understand that its not within my ability anymore.
only know how to shout shout shout.
YOU THINK SHOUT THEN I SCARED AH.
FUCKING SLUT.

The cute monk in 2012 says,
''Dont lose your faith.''
In this case,
i shall NOT LOSE FAITH in disliking your fucking attitude.

I know i this is wrong,
but i need to vent it out.
so yeah.
thats all.
bye.

i know we get into fights easily.
& i always let you get your way.
but there are certain times where you really piss me off.
so many millions of times, i wanna say,
FUCK YOU, in the face.
i bet you didnt know.

MONK OF 2012. LOL.

2009-11-20T17:43:00.002+08:00

2012 IS AWESOME OKAY.
AWESOME.
FANTASTIC.
EXCELLENT.
(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y).

Yeah,
watched 2012 with twin at Bishan GV.
IT IS SOOOOO GOOD.
Those that havent watch yet, better go catch it.
It is DEFINITELY WORTH YOUR CASH.
Oh,
the poor monk.
and its huge eyes.
and monkmonkmonk. LOL.
twin, when you see this, dont be pissed. (:
smile :D.

After Movie,
headed to Hougang Mall's Pepper Lunch.
To have lunch.
LOLS, sounds wrong and dumb.
I ordered Salmon Pepper Lunch set,
while twin ordered Unagi Peper Lunch set,
both student meals de. (:

Then after eating,
proceeded to SaSa to buy nail polish (:
I bought an additional Nail Polish Remover Wipes.
It SUCKS (N)
Not strong enough de lor.
-.-
but heng ah,
only $1.95. :D
not exp.
oh well,
wait till it finishes, then i buy PROPER ones bahs. :/

That's all (:
byebye.
Monk.
LOL.

Don't lose your faith.

YAY.

2009-11-19T17:34:00.003+08:00

YAY .
SHAN HUI LIKES JUNG MIN <3

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Lols.

Yea,

Shanhui came to my house at 12plus today.

She left at 5.10pm.

Lols.

We watched SS501 shows, (SOS, TYFWUU, and some random short ones.)

played FortuneTellingJenga, camwhored, played with makeup LOL.

I enjoyed the FortuneTellingJenga the most kays.

Both of us asked personal and stupid questions, which only both of us will know.

All of times, the questions i asked, i got the expected answers ;D.

But there's one that i can reveal :

'' Will KFC be our form teacher next year? ''

Then i said, if shanhui's turn, the jenga tower drops, the he WONT be the form teacher. (:

Then in the end, THE TOWER DROPPED WHEN IT WAS HER TURN ~ !

WOOOOOOOOOO.

YAY TO 2-4B PEOPLEEEE. WOOTS. ;D

Yeap, the rest i wont elaborate lers. (:

here are some pictures.

(both at the top = shanhui and i camwhore-ing.)

(both below = twin&i on tuesday's outing tgt.)

That's all.

byebye.

just admit it man.

not me, you. (:

leg pain again -.-

2009-11-17T17:08:00.002+08:00

hais,
my leg pain again -.-
im such a weakling.
boo. (N)

Came back with twin from library@bishan, J8, North Point and AMKhub.
Did little work at library.
both of us, do work after one hour, already complain body ache. -.-
cus no seats.
we werent so lucky.
so we had to sit on the floor in one corner.
Twin, maybe we shouldnt be kiasu.
Remember last week ?
Not kiasu = got seat.
-.-
lols.

Then ate lunch at J8, Yoshinoya.
THEN.
I saw my relatives.
My aunt and cousin.
lols.
then i phoned my mum.
then she o.o, then she tell me to say hi.
lol.
then i say i ps, dont wanna :/
cus distant relatives.
then she, then leave it lor.
lols.
but in the end, aunt came over and say hi to me.
then i waved back.
lols.

After lunch, shopped at J8.
Both of us bought Nail polish.
@ this shopped called Nature Republic.
Name so cool. :D
of course la, from korea worhs. XD.
Korea FTW ! :D
cus the nail polish is cheap :D $1.90 only lehs.
Then we headed to AMK Hub,
in search of my lip gloss.
then dont have/price not suitable. -.-
so in the end, go to NorthPoint at Yishun.
FINALLY.
bought it. ;D
So i bought nail polish and lipgloss in total.

Then met dad at Heartland Mall.
then we went to buy tomorrow's breakfast.
then homed (:

thats all.
walao, -.-
like that also hand tired -.-
what the hell.
bye.

unable to choose.

FATTTTT.

2009-11-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

i think im gonna grow uber fat lors. ):
I REALLY CANT RESIST TEMPTATIONS TO FOOD ! T-T
hais.

Just came back from my granddad's birthday dinner.
Dad ordered :
-Butter Crabs
-Broccoli with Scallops
-Crispy Chicken with special sauce
-Steamed Frog with Chicken Essence (Y)
-Braised Sharks Fins Soup (Y)
-Steamed Grouper/idk what fish with sauce.(Y)
-Cereal Prawns
-Desert : Yam Paste

HOW THE HECK DO I RESIST ALL THESE.
MY FAVS LA.
T-T

Hais.
Then met up with many relatives (:
Felt like it was a million years since we've met ):
but i dont really care for some people -.-

Yepp,
thats about it all.
Before this,
had tuition and shopped at Hougang Mall after collecting new specs. :D

Okays,
Good night.
Gone watching TaoHuaXiaoMei :DD.

OOOH YA !
TODAY WAS SS501 SHANGHAI'S CONCERT !
FULL HOUSE LEH !
CONGRATS MY HONEYPIES ! (L)(Y)

that sweet feeling of happiness.

insomnia.

2009-11-13T15:29:00.004+08:00

My muscles are like aching.
Very.
Badly.
-.-

After coming back from shopping ytd,
my body was aching ler,
then i still did exercises.
-.-
even though i did lose weight,
but i underwent PAIN AND AGONY. -'-
(N)

Then last night,
woah.
i didnt even sleep a wink i guess.
maybe abit only.
i was tired physically but my brain kept functioning like crazy.
Then like there were lots of flashbacks of the shopping trip & SS501 songs.
lol.
haiszx.

zzz.
i want to sleep.
but SS501 is like making me LOL madly that now i cant.
and this fucking headache of mine wont go away -.-
wdv. -.-
i'll see how it goes.

bye.

insomnia, insomnia & insomnia.

BUGGGGGG :D !

2009-11-12T17:53:00.002+08:00

BUGis made me HAPPY ;D !
Shopped with Twin at Bugis Street&Junction, Iluma, Tiong Bahru Plaza, Central & Heartland Mall.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Bought my wedding dinner attire with accesory at Bugis Street ;D.
Price :$*3
CHEAP LA.
I shall go Bugis Street for clothing next time. (Y)

At Bugis Junction, didnt buy anything.
Same for TiongBahru Plaza, Central and Heartland Mall.
Just walked around.

Ate lunch at Bugis Junction only.
Total : $7.90 :X
next time i dont buy the set bahs. :l

Generally,
today ROCKS :D.
lols.
but feeling very exhausted now ):
hais.
okays.
i go ler.
byebye. <3

shouldnt have been rash.

library and J8 (:

2009-11-10T15:59:00.003+08:00

hellooo (:
just came back from Bishan Library and J8 with Twin.

Did homework at Bishan Library with Twin.
Did my history and english stuff.
Twin did her english and history.
eh, the same eh.
LOL.
ok.

Then,
headed to MosBurger at J8 for lunch.
I had TeriyakiChicken Burger Meal,
while twin had Grilled Scallops Burger.
yea.
Then later we walked around,
i bought a wallet ;D.
and twin bought her nail polish and nail polish remover.
I shall save the best for THURSDAY :D.

Finally,
the two very happy twins headed back home.
LOL.
yea.
that's about it.

About to do the videoassignment my parents gave me.
now my dad cant locate the software cd -.-
hais.
see how it goes then.

Till then,
i'll miss you.
bye. <3

it starts on Thursday. >:)

peel an onion.

2009-11-08T19:55:00.004+08:00

i dont wish to talk about today.
goodbye.
oh yea,
this week.
(for cheering me up)
im going out !
not like last week, only TIS and Twin's place,
but SHOPPING.
SHOPPING, WITHOUT PARENTS.
yea.
especially, the female in every couple.

Anyway,
i dunno how come i cannot copy and paste the blogquiz.
-.-
fuck it man.
everything's not working.
nvm.
just think of the weeks ahead
- my shopping paradise ;D ti ve sgared
- my virgin kbox trip (OI DUN THINK SICK).
- my escape to ESCAPE THEME PARK ;D.
- my icy experience at KALLANG ICE CENTRE : ICE SKATING !
- my overseas experience at HOKKAIDO ;D.

With that,
good night.
<3

Life is like an onion ;
you peel off one layer at a time,
and sometimes you weep.
-Carl Sandburg

Tagged Quiz Reply . (Maxine)

2009-11-07T20:12:00.003+08:00

LOL.
This quiz got three people tag me -.-
GAHHHHH.
needa do three times.
Do for maxine first, tomorrow then, Laopo,
then twin.
In the order i was informed by.(:

For blogging, nothing much today.
just went to Aunt's place.
Dinner = (Y) and (L).
Blogging and Plurking and Msn = (Y)(Y)(Y)(L)(L)(L).

--------------------------------------------------------------
Substitute {..} with the person who tagged you. (Maxine ;D)
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF {Maxine} :
1. Died: Cry until i go blind.
2. Kissed you: we're not lesbians..
3. Lived next door to you: we will definitely love each other's company ;D
4. Started smoking: Tell her to stop it, cus i dun wanna smoking to hurt her lungs. ;X
5. Stole something: Tell her to stop, and MAYBE turn her in :/ (no courage to tell.)
6. Was hospitalized: Visit her daily and pray she recovers asap ;DD
7. Ran away from home: Tell her to go home, running away will make things worse.
8. Got into a fight and you weren't there ?: Ask if she's fine, then tell her FIRMLY not to fight again cus fighting wont solve problems.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT {Maxine’s} :
9. Personality: Quiet, but a great and fun bestie ! ;D
10. Eyes: Pretty, can brighten someone's day ;D.
11. Hair: Long, straight, ... black ? LOL.
12. Family: Dont really know them, but i guess they're great , just like her (:

WOULD YOU:
13. Be {Maxine’s} friend?: No, cause we can only be BESTIES. ;D
14. Keep a secret if {Maxine} told you one?: Yes.
15. Hold {Maxine’s} hand?: only when im nervous, like in movies, suddenly.
16. Take a bullet for {Maxine}?: Maybe.
17. Keep in touch?: YESH ;D
18. Try and solve my problems?: yea. ;D
19. Love me?: As a bestie(:
20. Date me?: Again, we're not les.
21. Sing with me?: I would love her to ! (:

HAVE YOU EVER:
22. Lied to make {Maxine} feel better?: Idk..
23. Wanted to kiss {Maxine}?: SIAO AH.
24. Wanted to kill {Maxine}?: NO.
25. Broke {Maxine’s} heart?: Nonono ;D
26. Kept something important from {Maxine}?: Dont think so.
27. Thought {Maxine} was unbearably annoying?: She ? Annoying ? NAHH. ;D

MORE:
28. Who are you?: I am Finzi.(:
29. Are we friends?: NO, BESTIES ;D.
30. When and how did we meet: TIS, Sec 1. ;D
31. Describe me in one word: SWEET!(:
32. What was your first impression?: Quiet, but sweet :D
33. Do you still think that way about me now?: Definitely!
34. What reminds you of me?: Tuition, & the times we spent ;D
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?: A Miley Cyrus CD (:
36. How well do you know me?: 60-70 % (:
37. When’s the last time you saw me?: At TIS on the 7/1109.
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but could’t?: Nope.
39. What song do you think would describe me best?: Nobody - Wondergirls XD
40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?: Maybe ? LOL.

Tag 3 of your friends now!
1. Twinn, (:
2. Maxineee. (LOL.)
3. LAOPO ;D
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

That's all.
byebye. <3

new beginning (:

2009-11-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

its a new beginning (:
new blogskin.
new widget - PLURK <3
new songs in music player.
(from SS501, U-Kiss & SNSD.)
im loving it.

okay.
will stop blogging ler.
LOL.
uber short post yea ?
cus my arm is aching.
idk why.
so bye.
(:

splendid creation.

gee.

2009-11-05T19:24:00.002+08:00

geegeegeegeebabybabybaby.
LOL.
was listening to this song,
was decided to make the title for this post GEE.
lol.

Today S last minute cannot come my house -.-
what the hell la.
So in the end,
i went to twin's house.
was fun laa (:
Surfed the net, listened to music,
played uno and stress, and also her ds.
OH YEA.
also browsed thru her old photos. (:
Twin is sooo UBER cute. x)

Tomorrow,
laopo's mother also don't allow her to go out with me -.-
dk for what reason sia.
laopo day outing gotta reschedule again -'-
fuck la.

sian.
mood sibei fucked up now.
Twin still dunno whether can come my house chillax tmr anot. -.-
hais.
GAHHHH.
no mood blog liao la.
byebye.

what the fuck is wrong with the mothers of my besties ?

JUNGMINNIE <3

2009-11-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

'' JUNGMINNIE ! ''
LOL.
I loved the way HyungJun and Jung Min said this.
Haha. (:
Twin also agreed it was cute.
LOL.

Today had Lunch date and Study date.
For lunch date,
ate with Twin and Rachel at Cosmo.
I had crispy noodle,
while they both had baked cheese rice with chicken.
(Y)
Then we craptalked and ate very slowlyyyyy,
lasted for abt an hour lehs. :l
lol.

For study date,
twin and i went to TIS to study.
Then we did maths.
lol.
12 / 25 questions only. -.-
Lol.
of course we don't have mood la.
crapping and laughing.
twin said her brain like not working de.
LOL.

Yeap,
that's about all today.
S coming my house tomorrow.
hope that stm girl remembers. heh,
lol.
thinking of whether to invite ally also.
hmm.

kay.
done blogging (:
byebyeeeee.
wah, this post sibei colorful.
LOL.

at times, i wished time could just stop for awhile.

BORED.

2009-11-02T14:27:00.002+08:00

EH HELP ME LA.
Im freaking bored.
I no mood do homework.

Intend to go out with twin,
but then cant cus raining.
Dadda's at home now.
Said he might bring me to GIANT later.
WTH LA T-T.
GIANT IS BORINGGG ):

SIAN LA.
SS501 is not helping either.
WTH.
Maybe i should play psp.
O.O
OH YEA.
I NEED TO INSERT SONGS IN MY PSP.
AND THE NEW RINGTONE FOR MY HP.
ok.
bye.
LOL.

Mrs Ng your head la .

worry freak.

2009-10-31T20:59:00.003+08:00

Call me worry freak or what,
idc.
Yea, i think i really am one.
Worrying about next year when its only October 2009.
Still like about 2 more months to next year (today's 31st.)
Worrying about whether S will leave me,
even though you guys are telling me to chill and dun worry alr.
Worrying about my studies.
Worrying about so many things.

Today was 2009's last tuition session.
Played Uno and Blackjack.
Not as fun as last week though ;l
After tuition, went back home,
tv-ed and slack.
Mum wasnt feeling well, so we didnt go for night shopping.
(N)!

Twin's at her cousin's place sleeping over.
Sianzxs ttm, she not online.
(N)(N) !

Okays,
i go do other stuff alr.
bye.

i can't smile. i meant, genuinely, SMILE.

dont you dare.

2009-10-30T17:17:00.004+08:00

dont you dare act cute with me jung min.

Lol.

dont you dare take her away.
S is one of my best friends.
God, please.
You love her right?
Can you bear to see her cry?
She's a cheerful and optimistic fellow.
And today, the last day of school,
she is suppose to be rejoicing,
not tearing.

This post is meant to be half funny and half serious.
Yes, Jung min is cute.
But he aint cheering me up because i realised that S might be leaving me.
her mum wants her to change school , and has already applied for a school with MOE.
Even though its not confirmed, but still.
whatthefuck.

Please,
dont let her go.
I love her.
So much.
She went through ups and downs with me.
She's like my buddy.
She's a great, GREAT buddy.
I didnt like her at first,
but now,
i realise how important she is to me.
PLEASE GOD, PLEASE.
PERFORM THIS MIRACLE, I BEG OF YOU.

Today's the last day of school.
so yay. (Y)
Fuck it man.
im really unhappy.
and scared.
Afraid of losing her.
Please,
don't do this to me God,
when things are turning better soon.

Bye.

i place all my trust in you.

HAIR CUT !

2009-10-29T18:28:00.002+08:00

Finally,
i got my haircut !
And what's more special is,
i cut my hair together with Twin ;D
Cus we decided to lunch together with my dad (he free),
then go library (at Hougang Mall).
Was like telling her about this salon that is very cheap and has not-bad cutting skills.
For like $3 / $4, you can get a hair cut ler. (Y)
Its called Snip Avenue. (:
im like promoting for them .
Imagine me giving out fliers -.-
Lols.

Today was fun ;D
Had Mrs Lee's farewell concert in school (:
And chillaxed with dad and twin today afterschool ;D

Oh yea,
RIP SEAN !
Cus twin ate you for lunch ( Lamp Chop ).
LOL !

Okays,
dont feel like blogging anymore.
byebye. <3

thank you for them. (:

(:

2009-10-28T14:26:00.002+08:00

hellos.
(:
school was ok today.
i think hcl & chapel was the best in school (:

HCL at Com lab ;D
Sat with Maddy, Yingxia and Sheryl.
Then was like fb-ing, fangirl-ing and others.
LOL.

Chapel sat beside Twin and Alisha :D
where were you Shervon ?
Must be sitting with your laopo Claris hor.
LOL. (:

Yeap,
then homed.
Then now blogging.
hehe.

Oh yeas, LAOPO !
Im still here (:
Dont be sad ler, abt that issue.
Remember that there are many more of ____ out there (:

Okays, done blogging (:
BYEBYE. ;D

a genuine smile is shown on my face, finally.

coughscoughs -.-

2009-10-26T11:02:00.002+08:00

Im coughing like hell.
My nose is like leaking.
-.-
wtf la.

Pwn-ed school,
cus im sick.
like duh.

Just finished blogging for Twin blog, Clique blog and Laopo Blog.
(:
Feeling happy ;D.

Okay.
I guess thats all.
I CANT WAIT FOR 1PM.
Where all my friends can online.
then can talk to them -.-
cus im bored ttm. -.-'
hais.
ok.
bye.
<3

i bought a book O:
eversince dunno how many dinosaur years.

wow im blogging at a late timing.

2009-10-25T22:03:00.001+08:00

woahs,
break record sia.
i 10.04pm blogging.
LOL.

(Y)
Created the Laopo blog ! (:
Check it out at the LINKS corner (:

Today was slackish,
maybe cus im sick.

SO GOOD LA.
LAOPO 9AM THEN GO SCH. T-T
For me usual leh ):
hais.

Give me the strength to perservere , GOD.
Tyvm.

Goodnite (:

one more week.

SEAN IS A HOMO !

2009-10-24T19:33:00.003+08:00

O.O
SEAN THE SHEEP IS A HOMO.
LOL.

Yeah.
today's tuition party was definitely better !
:DD.
Played Uno and Black Jack.

Next week, Mildred will be having lunch with us !
WOOO.
THE S.H.E CLIQUE FINALLY UNITES ;D !
(Y)

After tuition,
slacked at home awhile,
then went to aunt's house.
yea.
thats all.

currently having cough now -.-
hais.
wth lor.
tomorrow gonna cut hair o.o
ok.
random.
LOL.
gone ler, byeeeeeeee.

i'll just move on.
move back actually.

They brought 'sexy' back.

2009-10-22T15:06:00.002+08:00

Do you understand my title ?
LOL.
Cus today had Sexuality Talk.
LOL.
They crapped about Homos, Masturbation, teenage sex/pregnancy, etc.

Then at the station where we had to listen to the teacher talk about Body Image,
It was at the Media Studio.
SO COOL LA THAT PLACE. <3
I think that will be my first and last time there though T-T
Cus thats only for Media Studies People.
hais.

Today nothing much besides that,
lunched with Minna and Joanne.
Then Minna, >:l
So naughty la.
ask me and joanne stay with her in library to find book and borrow.
then she said 2.30 can complete.
in the end delay. -.-
MINNA WONG ! YOU AH !
LOL.
jkjk (:

Sian.
Dk what to do now. -.-
OH I KNOW LER. :D
ok, bye.
<3

i knew this was the outcome.

hihellohey.

2009-10-21T14:48:00.002+08:00

hey wussup.
just finish eating lunch.
waiting for twin to be back from her lunch.
lol.

Today was nothing much.
and i have no idea why but,
i dont feel like blogging now.
and i am blogging -.-

LOL.
anyway.
SS501 IS GOING TO BE ON MUSIC BANK ON FRIDAY ! (:
YAY (Y) !

that was hyper.
LOL.
gone with the wind.
byebye. <3

CPR on _________ ?

im back.

2009-10-19T10:07:00.002+08:00

hello blog.
did you miss me?
im sure you did.
i didnt do anything to you for like 4 days.
aww.
lol.

Strings concert on Friday was a success, like duh.
We performed well, like duh.
lol.
ok.

Saturday's party was BORING.
I think lack of proper planning bahs.
Cus i was quite busy this week - with all the stupid rehearsals and cca.
Then twin had a one man show on this event.
sorry twin :l
Slacked at home then.

Sunday (yesterday) was slack day.
I slacked at home with laobu and laopei until 5 plus.
Watching TV shows.
LOL.
then from 3 - 5, i was online.
But the stupid internet was lagging -.-
Blogs couldnt be viewed. -.-
Then eventually went to Aunt's House and to the Temple.

Yeap, thats what i did when i didnt blog.
so lame hor.
hais.

Done blogging,
byeee.
<3

don't distract me.

HAPPY 100TH POST ! (:

2009-10-15T20:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 100TH POST !
LIKE FINALLY ;DDDD

Gotten back all my results.
Happy with some,
not happy with most.
):
but i can only have myself to blame.
because i didnt really study for eoy.
:l

Tomorrow got Strings Concert -.-
Stupid NECK forcing us to sell the tickets.
He said that its to raise funds for the IndoorSportsHall.
Please la, i dont think the school is that poor.
And also, we will donate money, but i dont thinking forcing us to buy tix is the right way.

Too bad, none of my family members and friends want to attend this,
STUPID concert.
:P

I CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY :DDD.
EOY PARTEHHH AT T.I.S XD.
WOOOOOOOOO.

Thats all,
bye. (:

PRESS ON MAN !
~~CIP CONCERT~~
~~FOUNDERS DAY CONCERT~~
STRINGS CONCERT

Im relieved that it wont be the last time seeing you (:

YAYY (:

2009-10-14T17:09:00.002+08:00

yayy (:
Today Founder's Day (:
So...

LEFT WITH STRINGS CONCERT ! (:
WOOOO.

fuck.
tomorrow getting back more results.
-.-
havent told parents about results on tuesday yet.
yeeks.

whatever,
i'll go with the flow.
If i die, then die lor.
Can survive, then good lor.

so.
yea.
i dun wanna blog anymore.
BYE.
(:

HELP ME PUSH ON !
~~CIP CONCERT~~
~~FOUNDERS DAY CONCERT~~
STRINGS CONCERT -.-

if i die, will you grieve for me ?

yo. (:

2009-10-12T17:34:00.002+08:00

hey,
whats up.
lol.

Innovation week finally ended ! :D
yayyy.
innovation week was kinda boring.
anyways, 1-4 got 3rd ! (:
Not bad le la (:

Fuck, tomorrow getting back results.
die la :l

O:
yea,
today rehearsal ended early.
like 1.5h earlier. (:
yay.

im damn hungry.
just ate bread and hungry. -.-
hais.
i shall just keep drinking waterr.
lol.
ok.
bye.
<3

Give me the strength to perservere, GOD !
~~CIP CONCERT.~~
Founders Day Concert.
Strings Concert -.-

The girl in the mirror that i see doesnt look like me at all right now.

HAPPY (:

2009-10-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

Firstly,
Happy Birthday Mother.
LOL.

Yea.
Saturday,
had tuition.
it rocked.
then after that.
went shopping till 9plus o.o
bought two bags.
posting picture maybe tomorrow bahs.

Sunday.
Bought present for mother.
Bought winter jackets and Hokkaido stuff .
Dined in at Seafood Paradise with family.
Butter Crab.
Scallops.
Sharks Fin Soup.
Cod Fish.
Coffee Pork Ribs.
and more.
so. YUMMY.
'faints.
lol.

thats all.
think of tomorrow,
mood already down like fuck -.-

GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PULL THRU GOD !
~~CIP CONCERT~~
FOUNDERS DAY CONCERT.
STRINGS CONCERT -.-

amen.
god bless me and the people.
LOL.
bye.

Did you cut your hair ?

new experience.

2009-10-10T17:44:00.002+08:00

Today,
i had a new experience.
which is to visit an Old Folk's Home.
:l

Performed for them with Choir.
Then some clapped.
some stoned -.-

AAH,
drop that topic.
Should be happy that it's Saturday (:
And im gonna get a new bag and some other stuff later when i go out.
;DDDDDDD.
yea.

Nothing much to blog about,
just that tuition today was fun too.
lol. (:

so,
bye.
;D

i saw your beatitful smile today.
silently, i pray that'd you'd smile more,
and it did come true (:

Give me the power to perservere, GOD !
~~CIP Concert~~
Founders Day Concert
Strings Concert -.-

yawns.

2009-10-09T20:39:00.001+08:00

yawns.
very tired -.-
no mood to blog.

so.
bye.
LOL.

take me away with you on that horse,
and be my black knight that rescues me from the storms.
<3

im very tired.

2009-10-08T18:22:00.003+08:00

Hey God,
if i were to trust you again,
will you make things any better ?
im so afraid of losing it.
please, make it stronger.

hey.
im damn tired.
physically and emotionally.
fucking innovation week.
fucking choir practice.
fucking CIP.
YEA, IM NOT CARING AND NICE AT ALL.
I DONT LIKE TO DO CIP STUFF.
HAPPY? -.-
i bet you dont even know why im like that.

Im being so fucked up cus of ISSUES.
Sometimes, i think its your fault God.
You arent benovelent to me at all.

Sometimes,
i just feel like dying so that i wont have to face the bloody world anymore.
bye.

Aww man ):

2009-10-07T17:15:00.003+08:00

Aww.
Today felt so fast. ):

Today went to Heartland Mall and Hougang Mall with Twin (:
Oh yeah, and ISH too (:

At Heartland Mall,
we just walked around.
Twin bought her table tennis net and f-clamp.
I bought Sausage BALLS.
LOL.
But nice lor. :X

At Hougang Mall,
We took neoprints and didnt buy anything.
lol, dont know why.
Lunched at Pepper Lunch.
(:

At ISH,
chatted with Rachel,
And played rush hour with twin (:
Then walked over to void deck with rachel to chat and also do sth else.
( twin knows. )

Then im home. -.-
Hais.
Sad lor.
Tomorrow got innovation week activity -.-
and also cca -.-
cb dog la. -'-

oh, well,
guess i have to face it bravely then.
hais.
but i know my OMA <3 is there for me (:
LOL.

Gone with the wind,
bye. (:

im gonna do everything bravely , cus i know you're there for me. (:

Blessing in disguise (:

2009-10-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

HEYYOOO.
WUSSSUP.
lol.

Went shopping at Bugis with Twin today (:
I bought a domo handphone pouch at a random shop and,
SS501 magazine at Kinokuniya. (how to spell ah.)
LOL.
Twin bought a new wallet at MYUK.

We were having so much fun,
until.
-my phone's sms tone goes-
and the message read :
''Theres urgent Choir Practice today from ...''
Then im like what the fuck la. -'-
Im trying to forget everything about school, and dumb cca pulls me back in. -.-

So in the end went home earlier.
Prepared for Choir Practice.
Then twin also can pack her room,
so that she dont have to pack tomorrow,
then can go out ;D.

Lucky at Choir Practice, NECK didnt come (:
It was the sweet old Miss Paul with us for the whole thing :DD.
heh.

Currently thinking what to do tomorrow with twin.
Shall think and watch videos at the same time.
BYEE.

im so scared.
can't you save me ?
no, wait.
you don't even know im afraid.

OFFICIALLY OVER (:

2009-10-05T15:48:00.002+08:00

LOL.
Its officially over.
O-V-E-R, OVER.

Twin's chillaxing at my place now (:
We just came back from a match of Badminton and Table Tennis. :D
It was LOLLISH.

Tomorrow going to ISH and J8 with twin tomorrow (:
WOOOOOOO.

Rachel.
u.
go.
die.
la.
LOL.

Don't feel like blogging already.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
PS ; Drew shit for art today. Believe boh ? ;D

Come back to me, my memories.

The fun begins (:

2009-10-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

ITS FUCKING OVER.
THE HORROR.
THE EOYS.
WOOOOOOOOOOO.

Despite knowing that i will die for maths and maybe HCL,
i shall still enjoy myself until the results come out.
I mean, if you know you're gonna die, face it BRAVELY right?

Anyway, chillaxed at Twin's place today. (:
It was fun.
Played the classic game of stress,
and it let us relived memories.
(:

Gone with the wind.
Bye. <3

i really don't know what's going to happen in the future,
but i shall face it with bravery.

Happy Children's Day (:

2009-10-01T14:16:00.003+08:00

LOL.
Happy Children's Day !

History paper was okok.
English also okok.
lol.

You know something,
Mrs Cumar is so sweet. (:
LOL.
I mean, seriously, im beginning to like her.
She may be strict, but she cares !
She bought us Children's Day present.
LOL.
kfc also.
eh, but kfc really makes me wanna point middle finger at him sometimes leh.
no offence kfc, but you still suck.
and stink. :P

YAY.
LATER GOT TUITION.
can meet S.H.E CLIQUE (:
And Sean The Sheep is going to buy coke for us !
Another Children's Day Gift.
LOL.
Hope Miss Goh buys for us gifts too (;

ok,
go liao.
bye.
(:

im beginning to love it,
that love for them. (:

Park Jung Mal ! LOL.

2009-09-29T11:04:00.002+08:00

Park Jung Min, Park Jung min,
Park jung min MAL !

Mal= Horse in korean.

LOL,
yea i know im random.
i was like that just now when i was doing my lit paper.
Suddenly this song came out.
It was created by the SS501 people,
to make fun of Jung Min, aka HORSE.
lol.

Lit paper was okok,
but write until my hand sibei pain.
Came home abit late today,
cus kfc ask us to stay back awhile -.-
knnbccb la. -'-
i wont use cb dog to describe him, cus he is worse than that. (:

Intend to study for science now,
dunno whether got mood.
hais.
bye. <3

PS ; TWIN ! MY EARSTICKS AND GREEN PEN ! LOL.

i won't be able to see you again, won't i ?

so fucking hot.

2009-09-28T11:36:00.002+08:00

the weather fucking hot.
see them even hot.
later i tio heat stroke.
then brain will go sot.
LOL.

nothing much to blog about.
Geograhy paper was okok,
there were hard and easy questions.
Countdown ; 6 more days ! :DDDDD.

WARNING : I WILL NOT BE THE SAME AFTER EOY.
in a good way la. lol.

ok.
dun feel like blogging le.
BYEEE. (:

i cant wait to let it all out.

HELLO THE WORLD (;

2009-09-27T13:33:00.002+08:00

hello the world.
how do you do.
LOL.

i have nothing to blog about.
lol.
sad hor.
got mood to blog.
but nothing to blog.
aww. ):
lol.

maybe i should be a good girl and go study geog.
just 7 more days !
press on !!!

with that.
bye.
LOL.

it's over.
and i feel good.
so don't ruin my mood by telling me im still yours.
tyvm.

HEYYYY.

2009-09-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

heylo (:
i've got nothing much to blog on.
today had tuition.
you know what to expect la hor.
the madness.
the laughters.
the contaminating of the mind.
LOL.

sian.
really don't know what to blog on.
bye, i guess.

he made my heart run so fast today.
or am i just giving myself false hope?

cb dog. :D.

2009-09-25T19:51:00.003+08:00

i dunno why,
but i like the word cb dog.
random yea.
twin created lj cat.
LOL.

Studied and played at twin's place today.
it was awesomeeeee. (:

English compo paper was okok for me.
it wasnt exactly easy, but it wasnt exactly hard for me also.

Yay, there's tuition tomorrow ! (:
Get to see my S.H.E Clique :DD.
Tired le.
shall go into video-sleeping-idk what mode.
LOL.
ok.
bye <3.

We stare at the same sky, same stars and same clouds everyday,
but we're always not staring at each other directly.

hello there (:

2009-09-24T10:51:00.002+08:00

hey there (:
blogging at 10.51am.
lol.
cus today is the start of eoy,
and i'll be able to go home early.
and today marks the end of the hcl compo paper ! :D.
10 more days to go, and i'll be able to to enjoy something called,
FREEDOM.

oh yea,
before we went in.
Shervon, Phoebe, Shanhui and Tessa were all grabbing luck from me. -.-
so what if im from higherchinese.
also wont really help what,
cus im doing different paper from you people.
hais.
lol.

Gonna go to Twin's place tomorrow to study.
and play alittle bit x).
so will be blogging in the night/evening/ at twin's place.

GAHH.
im hungry.
gonna eat something now.
by right, no is my recess.
no wait,
my recess over liao.
now is hcl.
lol.

k, bye. <3.

i can only look at you from afar.

kuku la. LOL.

2009-09-22T15:07:00.002+08:00

kuku you (:
LOL.

Twin's at my place now (:
hehe.
we're gonna study and playyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
LOL.
we really will study. :D.
- gives guaikia smile.

k.
lol.
today nothing much.
lol.
VALENCIA TOH.
U PANGSEH ME T-T.
I SHALL REMEMBER THAT.
LOL.

k.
gone with the wind.
byee. <3.

get the fucking over it, -.-'
i didnt say i'll leave you la.

secretley blogging.

2009-09-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

LOL.
hais.
nothing much to blog about.
i just wanna reach my goal of 100th post.
lol.
sian.
doing history now.

now gonna listen to music.
so byee.
lol.

whats the problem with you.
you'll get over it.
-.-

Twin's Fate (:

2009-09-20T12:36:00.004+08:00

I believe in fate now. a little.

ME AND TWIN. <3

ME, LOL.

Twin and i are going Hokkaido on the same date !
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Even though we arent sure if we're in the same agency,
airline, or whatever,
at least there's some hope.
:D.
lol.

This piece of news gave me mood to blog.
LOL.
Sian, later got make-up tuition class at 3pm.
-.-

Oh, yeah.

got my LG Viewty phone.

FINALLY.

lol.

upload the pic of it tmr.

Oh yea, Selamat Hari Raya !

LOL.

random.

Currently doing my usuals.
byeeeeeee. <3

i don't know how to tell you.
it's hard.